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Crisis Averted (still alive and kicking)

Added: Mon. Feb 08, 2010 9:02am
Posted in: Conditions & Diseases

It seems I live to fight another day. The crisis, for now is averted and my blood sugar is once again under control. It seems only one medication really works for me, and as long as I take it, my blood sugar remains stable. It's expensive, naturally, but getting to live is worth the cost. 

Hopefully soon I will beat the exhaustion and get back to writing. Projects are piling up, deadlines are being missed and money is not being made as I sleep my life away. I sit down and try, but the necessary focus just isn't there, and I can't seem to get it back. It's like writer's block on steroids. I know how to contend with writer's block, that's a creative block that can be undone by unleashing creativity in another medium - at least for me - but this is a profound lack of mental cohesion. I don't even know where to start, and I can't keep my eyes open long enough to accomplish anything. Perhaps it is a short-term memory issue, it's a little hard to say. The problem might not be that I cannot think but that I cannot remember what I've read long enough to string together a paragraph from diverse sources to create something new. 

Something has to change, and soon. I must write in order to feed my family. The one-income family is a thing of the past in most households, mine included.

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